I was really struggling with self harm urges tonight and actually got the the stage of putting that stupid life destroying tool to my arm before thinking, fuck this, I deserve better than this. Self harm may help me for a few moments but then it will just stop and I’ll feel even worse.
So I really am STRONGER THAN SELF HARM. This marks one month free. To some that won’t seem a lot but it is such a big milestone for me.
I’m REALLY sorry if this picture is triggering. It is not my intention. I don’t usually post pictured of anything with scars but I just felt the need to do so with this one.
tagged as: self harm. self injury. self harm recovery. self injury recovery. self harm awareness. recovery.
posted on April 20, 2013